Penera Bread thoughts.

Penera Bread thoughts.

Hey look at that, I decided to do something 3 years ago and never stuck with it. Shocker. You know why I didn’t stick with it? Because I’m lazy and didn’t want to put in the effort. Now I guess I could have half assed it and threw some bull shit on here but I hate half assing things. Like Abe Lincoln said “anything worth doing is worth overdoing”. At least I think it was Abe Lincoln but I’m not going to bother looking it up to correct myself. Wouldn’t be the first time I was wrong. Wouldn’t be the last either.

In 3 years time I’ve managed to move 2,000 miles across the country to Denver Co.  big change from little ole new hampshaa. It’s probably been the best decision I’ve made so far in life. Not there’s much competition for that spot because I have a tendency to fuck up every good thing I have going for me.  I guess I have been fucking this up in a way because I’ve spent the last 3 years stuck on a girl who wants nothing to do with me. Imagine, you live in a brand new place where you know few people and have endless opportunities to meet new people but still can’t get over this one girl from the town you grew up in. Let’s throw this factor in there as well – you haven’t even slept together. You would be telling yourself to grow the fuck up and get on with your life wouldn’t you? Because that’s what I’ve been telling myself for 2+ years now but here we are still talking, thinking, and writing about her in a Panera Bread while avoiding work. Which is a perfect segway for the other way I’m kind of fucking this up… One of the reasons I moved is because I hated my job and I ended up getting the same exact shit job here. Only difference is I like the environment better so there’s that.

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